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Friday, April 11, 2008
Curse and Swear>
Now I understand how jealousy distorts my logical mind. Labels: love
I haven't had proper sleep for days, my schedule is totally fucked up, exam period is the saddest period in life, everyday repeat the same procedures, getting up, going down to eat, coming up, sitting in front of computer to study, break time equals to chatting on msn or browsing entertainment news. Coffee everyday, cigs at times when really stressed out and feel there are too much coffee. This is my status, very poor thing, and I can't do much about it, I lack of time for studies even, sadly, can't focus.
The Aries in my life running further away. Who said Aries and Sagittarius 99% matching? Yea, maybe it's true, but there're so many Sagittarius in the world, Aries can easily run for other Sagittarius. I started not to see the point of love, when it only causes pain, argument, quarrels, tears and lacks of faith and trust, why shoul I make the efforts to carry on?
At some point, I tried to save my relationship, after experiencing a break-up, I realised patching back becomes harder as time goes by. This is not the era when the person wants to win you back, he/she still sit at home, think about you, trying to lower down the chances of going stray. This is the era people say I still want to play around, I only play around, listen, you're the one who I want to spend my entire life with, but I just need some company when you are not around. So the person goes someone else' house to stay over, only msg you to inform you at the very last minute.
I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired to experience all these unpleasant moments. But I just can't get mind off this person... Am I a coward? When I already knew this love is no longer the same as before, this person no longer cares about me as before, I still can't move on...
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