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Friday, July 29, 2005
Lonely>
When you sprained your ankle, can't walk fast, you feel so left out.
Friday, July 15, 2005
Food for thoughts>
I read quite a number of books this year, more than I planned to. I like three books among them because I remember the content clearly. These three books are : Mister God, This is Anna, Brave New World and The Curious incident of the Dog in the Night time. I like reading books, especially children's books, they are easy to read yet meaningful and interesting. I also read Toto Chan, but I don't like this book that much because I don't like Toto Chan being a girl.I don't like studying, because studying is so dry, especially sciences. I like literature, unfortunately I do not excel in it, it is similar to that I like mathematics but I could only get an "o" for it. Isn't it sad? It is the reality, I'm not good at many things that I like, and I have to do well in something that I dislike. Suddenly I'm thinking of my good friend's boyfriend, he's colour blind but he is a painter.
By the way, sometimes I find most of people do not like what I like, and I don't understand, for example, I like the movie, Lost in Translation, I even told my roommate about it and she thought it is worthy to watch too, however XX said she fell asleep when she was watching this movie, I was trying to make a statement that the film is really nice, and Sikeren stood out to give her "third opinion", she said, it is a boring movie. I was very unhappy when they said this because I really like the movie. For no reason I like it, and I don't like some popular movies such as Spider man, X men and Batman. Neither do I like movies such as Initial D.
Someday I will be here to write a LIKE list, I mean once I got time to.
Saturday, July 02, 2005
Another woman>
Another woman is between you and I, you treat her as a friend while I treat her as an enemy. She’s not your enemy because she’s pretty, (lots of people think that she’s a beauty) yet she’s my enemy because she seems to be.
Another woman treats herself as a princess, the centre of the world and the queen of queens. I’m a princess too, but I never accuse people who I don’t know so easily. I realize that I can’t be correct every time, and I pay attention on others’ ideas. Another woman however is always correct, she thinks that she holds the truth, always, and you make her thinks so. She’s not eloquent in the sense she doesn’t need to argue to be right, oh my god, she’s always right, is she miss right?
I don’t have any affair with another woman, but she hates me. This indignation came from nowhere somehow hurts me, you, my dear one, at the moment said that you understood what she meant. Sometimes you indirectly subconsciously defend her, this hurts me too, darling. I’m just so easily to be hurt.
Another woman is a perfectionist not because she’s perfect, but she may secretly think that she’s morally admirable. If you don’t stand in a line with her, you are wrong, and she hates you. Don’t ever try to add NO on her YES, she’s born to be harsh, to those give her opportunities, praises and love. She dances with three legs and never falls.
I don’t care who another woman is, but I care whenever you speak up for her. You are trying to deny her role of being an “another woman”, the more you are trying to prove there’s nothing more than friendship between you two, the more confused I got to be.
You complain about how she treats you unreasonably and harshly, she thinks she could make you do whatever for her, for she is your special one. She throws temper at you when you are not at the faulty side, however you never fight back, you ended up with apologies and she won again.
I hate another woman’s presence affect our peace, I have enough reason to hate her, she is important to you yet you keep denying her importance, can’t you just be honest to yourself? This kind of people never realized that they have asked too much from others. They are lucky, because there are people like you always indulge them, you are co-existing with “another woman”.