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I can't believe that when I prepared to be sick, I really fell sick. Was having low fever and headache yesterday night, kept coughing and felt no energy.The doctor said it's common flu, he gave me one day MC.
For days, I've been feeling unwell, both physically and emotionally. I think too much.
I'm not a fool, most of the time I'm able to sense the danger, but again, I'm in confusion now. I want to tell myself, there's no second time I'm gonna be a third party, it is darn miserable to put myself in such dilemma.
I hope I'm not cheating myself now, because sometimes I think I'm involving, happily, in fact I'm not, even the whole situation changed, it seems not my concern. So contradicting.
And now, I'm sitting here waiting for my partner to come back, with a bumping heart and some skepticism, a roaring stomach and some tears inside the eyes. She will bring me my lunch, hug me and say she misses me. I should trust her, as I always do.
Ain't not look for Evelyn
I'm not gonna look for her
She's disappeared
the Evelyn that I know
With her blonde hair
her blue cheeks and tearful eyes
Her fears, burden and guilt
Dissolved in the darkness
She's telling another love story
in the shade of the Almighty
the love story with details without heart
She lifts up God's will
God is knocking her door
God is present, in her garden
God is beautiful
God is
Time flies, I really had a good time with you, baby.
For the three months, I've been loving you.
For what I received from you.
Certain people
I treat them too well
Unnecessarily well, there is not a need
Some of them
Seldom show their respect
Existing as the centre of the world
Not the issue
Regarding superiority
But related to egotism
arrogance, haughtiness and conceit
On April Fool, I realised it
Remind myself, to be reasonable
Why should I treat such people
Very well, so well?
They tell you
they are born to be adored
derserve your tolenrance and attention
I'm stuck at this concept
Agaighst, agaighst, agaighst
the notion is full of shit
On April Fool
Everything is told to be a joke
viviangore
~ Loves ~sheep and rabbit
~ Wishlist ~a house
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