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Thursday, July 29, 2004
BETWEEN THE GUTTER AND THE STARS...>
"Between the gutter and the stars /people are peole who they are..."
I'm reading this book" Elvis, Jesus and Coca-Cola" written by Kinky Friendman. The sentence above impressed me, I was aware that I'm actually who I am, who I should be. It maybe something about FATE, err, positively.
Yeah, I will finish read this book, even though the letters are very small which I dislike.
What did I do for past several days? STUDY! Sometimes thought about someone who are deserved to recall.
This is a period when most of the things go wrongly and everyone around seems nerd but still need to apprieciate the wonderfulness of the life.
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Stress>
ALL the stress come from studying. tests, tests, tests...then exams....sigh
Thursday, July 22, 2004
Wash me, I can be whiter than snow>
It's wonderful getting close to GOD.
Most of the time i wish myself getting closer to HIM, and being more obedient. i like psalm 51, for no reason i read it again and again. "Wash me, that i can be whiter than snow!"
Racial harmony day
Yesterday was Singapore's racial harmony day , some people were wearing various kinds of costumes, i didn't, somehow feel sick about it. Er and Pat were very pretty in their beautiful costumes, Pat , as the conductor of the guitar club, went onto the stage and performed, i took a lot of pictures of her.( why i like to talk about Er and Pat so much here?^Q^)
I also took picture with susu, a pretty gal from other class. Stanley must be jealous about this...
Blood donation
It was my first time donating blood today, this is a way to show our kindness, i just want to be as kind as possible. there are some fearful reasons people are unwilling to donate blood, but none is for me , my main concern is my own body condition, i had low blood pressure before, that makes donating blood not so easy for me. but today i went to the school hall to have a try. Luckily my blood pressure was quite okay. in fact i still encounted the trouble, firstly the nurse could not find my vein properly, she was more nervous than me when the needle stopped at the half way of injection. this problem was solved by one of the more experienced nurses, but another trouble came, which is my blood couldn't flow out. this was the reason i refused to donate at the very beginning, i knew it would happen. fortunately, due to my hard pressing of the rubber handle , the blood finally came out, in a snail's speed, but praise god it was not drop by drop.
I spent more time than others to fill in one bag, and after that the nurse was so sure about my "unwell" condition, i think i was ok, the nurse was too caring.
Irma was so scared of the needles, but finally she made the decision to donate, (she's a good gal) unfortunately the nurse said her vein was too thin that unable to be a donator... she seemed a little bit disappointed and she still stayed back and waited for me to finish, thanks for her support there, thank Mitchell too, i was so touched when she held my hand at the time the nurse was injecting the needle in.
Blood donation made me thought that i have done something right. i think everyone feels happy when they helping others.
Saturday, July 17, 2004
IT WAS A PERFECT DAY>
I haven't been so happy for very long...haha, i went to eat Japanese food with my best indo friends. The place is really very nice, we took off our shoes, tried to behave like real japanese, pat can speak a little bit japanese, she's an excellent gal, knows so much but never showed off.and she was wearing a white jacket, i dubbed her as polar bear, she smiled like a princess... Er was as cute as usual, brought a lot of laughters to us. Sher has just become the vice prresident of our astro club, by the way, Er is the secretary now and me is the research director. we all got something in the end, the interview was not as scary as i imagined. pat, our dear student condutor of guitar club never ran for any post in astro club. oh yah, i ate eels with the super delicious jap egg, after eating i was full like a mad.yes, it was a nice day yesterday.
I'm supposed to discuss something with my project work group online, now waiting for them all, those lazy kids...
why blogcn.com still not working? suddenly feel like lost contact with all those net friends.
Friday, July 16, 2004
WISH I CAN ACCESS>
There is something wrong with blogcn.com. I can't access in to blog. Feel like blogging so much these days since many things have happened, and they are those things i actually care about. i've just written a poem yesterday, i want to upload it to my blog too, (not the one here).
Should i say that here is a TRUE ME? there was a period i was not very sure who i am, i was a mixed role at that time. it's very strange, i feel that i'm true, i'm who i'm supposed to be when i blog here IN ENGLISH. when i blog in my first language i'm usually influenced by my illusion, and created a different life for myself.
Perhaps i will tell Er to come here, sometimes i wish i'm her, she is the cutest gal i've ever seen, it seems that she never irritated anyone, everyone gets well with her. THANK GOD let me have the chance to be her friend. i'm even wondering that what if there is no cultural barrier between us...
Yah~~~i'll have astro club later at 6pm, hope i will have fun there.
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
IT'S A NEW START>
I'm still not very sure why i signed in here to blog. I guess that most of my friends are not inteseted in my English blog. Am i gonna tell anyone that actually I have an English blog?
Anyway, it's a new start for me, after the super bad June common test, I really feel depressed,and the BIG 5 personality analysis reported me as a extreme person, both of my positive and negative emotion values are very high, much higher than the rest. some more. i was analysed as a slacker. Is there anything should be proud of? let me think... My morningness value is quite high. But still, i'm a slacker.