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Thursday, June 09, 2005
This pace>
Kaine's going back on friday, she came to visit me yesterday, brought her Nepal boyfriend, who talks in slightly indian English accent. He's a nice guy, quite understanding and looks smart. Obviously his smart looking added points otherwise I wouldn't take his advice of changing my accent, he thought I lack of stress when I tried to talk very fast.
Kaine has changed to a super girlish person,she was so pinkish,pink top matches a darker pink low waist pants, plus a pair of pink colour flip-flops, and she was hugging a pink piglet when she waved to me.Her Nepal boyfriend was standing beside her like her body guard, if he is taller,I mean.
In fact I was surprised Kaine actually adapted so fast, thought it's a pity for her to come here studying in university. After seeing she enjoy her current life, I was confused. I don't need to worry for her,it somehow makes me feel lost.However I would like to admit that she's much more mature than me, in every sense. She always knows herself better than anyone does anytime anywhere...She used to be the only fellow I admired in secondary school.
Well, enough about my dearest Kaine,she will be doing well.
And now I shall introduce the other K again, I am willing to mention about her in every entry because I love her. Our dinner at KFC yesterday was fun. After going to MOE to fix some trouble in the morning and meeting Kaine,I was tired. This is me, always have lots of complaints when I feel tired. The whole day I was complaining about the ceaseless road constructing around my place and places I went to.But after seeing K, I seemed in bliss and forgot all the unpleasant.Probably she never noticed.Hey, my sweetheart came.
Monday, June 06, 2005
Weird dream>
I dreamt of my grandpa, grandma and greatgrandma yesterday night, perhaps I miss them all too much. After my mum told me grandpa's tumor is getting worse, which affects his thigh muscle, large intestine nerves and his digestive system. My mum suggested me to call grandpa more often. I always being think that he is a good man, not that highly educated but with lots of truth in his heart. His views on how to live, how to be a useful man are very correct to me.
And his wife, my dear grandma, who has suffered from a bad traffic accident two years ago, nobody expected she would stand up again but she did. This brave woman has came back from the verge of death. When I was young, I lived with her, quarreled with her frequently, I screamed at her and she screamed back., and my all the neighbors knew that she had a naughty grand daughter. I can’t remember since when we don’t argue anymore, since when she started being proud of me, and since when I believe that I have an understanding grandma.
My great grandma is 97 years old, she brought up my mum and me. In fact she’s a good nanny, brought up dunno how many dozens kids. Juntil now I still think her cooking is the best in the world. When she gets older and older, her eyesight became blur and can’t hear us properly, but she still tells lots of interesting stories which contain wisdoms.
I think I miss them. Dreamt of visiting them. During my lunch break on a school day. I only had one and half hour to visit them, it was in hurry, after lunch with them I have to go back to school, it’s from clementi to bedok. Funny… I clearly remember it was 1:30, I only had one hour to travel back , my lesson however starts at 2, then I was thinking of whether I need to go back…
Finally I didn’t go to school. Didn’t want to ,this feeling is very true either in dreams or in reality. I woke up with a bumpy heart, upset uneasy feeling. I’m so far away from my family, not clememti to bedok, it’s not far at all.
Well this morning was online, chatting with many missing friends, strangers and even enemies. Have sent several long emails to those best friends. feel good then.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
U R SO IMPORTANT TO ME>
In the morning, u were still sleeping, like a baby,hugging a small pillow,with milk smell on it. I woke up，went to the washroom and came back, sat beside u, looking at ur baby face.ur lips and your eyes. You are so important to me.
Watched LOST IN TRANSLATION with K, quite like the ending，and the actress. Maybe I should just say quite like the movie...
Just realised the first week of my holiday has gone, and I didn't touched my notes for weeks. Perhaps, I gotta do something...