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I know the day will come, get attached and everything. Sometimes, i still feel guilty about myself, just being unable to afford this kind of life. However it's not as bad as full of confusion, regrets, or negative thoughts. i'm still being who i am rather than who i should be. at the same time, i keep asking myself if things i've done are appropriate, and i always failed to get the conclusion. surprisingly, one of my resolutions for 2005 is to spend less time on the phone, in fact i failed to do so again. now i realise my biggest problem is that i dunno what my ambition is. i kept changing my mind, i'm so capricious. :(
GUESS WHAT, I jus got a pink colour shirt from Si keren. I was very happy. finally got sth pink to wear. even Sher said that i'm getting more girlish. hooray...
Suddenly I feel like to be involved in a stable relationship.
I didn't do relationship, perhaps I haven't met the right person and I did believe that "single is simple, double is trouble". I am not sure how one's life parterner could help to colour one's life, I have never tried before.I mean, the very serious one.
As the friends around me are getting attached one by one, I started feeing lonely, bored and often throw my temper for no reason.
In fact , that was what I thought, I wanted to be married directly. And I realised being the third party of any other couple is not a funny matter and I can't get any fulfillment from it.
It's not good for me to play this kind of games anymore, I think. Obviously people want to be the main course rather than the side, is it meaningful I keep asking myself whether I am in love with the one who made me being a third party? as in not the significant role.
School life sucks.
Monday's orchard road sucks.
most of the things here sucks.
Only you,
I like u standing beside me,
and telling me lots of interesting things.
I don't know how to respond ur questions,
and no doubts of what u are saying.
nothing,
but i want u to be with me.
HUG YOU, 2005.
I dunno why I'm back to this tropical country again.
viviangore
~ Loves ~sheep and rabbit
~ Wishlist ~a house
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